Archives for the month of: December, 2009

Sometimes I have occasion to drive to Charlottetown, PEI’s capital, to do business. And sometimes I have to show up there for 8:30am. In the winter, an 8:30am appointment in Charlottetown sees my morning as follows. There’s no jaw-dropping twist to this story; the following is just a simple scene from my simple life.

Whimfield Farm

I am sleeping. The wind is howling and the snow is blowing outside, but inside our house the woodstove keeps us so toasty that we’re sleeping nothing save our pyjamas and a sheet.

My alarm goes off. I am jolted awake, and I scramble off the end of the bed (I’m jammed on the wall side and Cameron gets the aisle seat). I head to the windowsill to turn off the alarm. In utter darkness, I make my way out of the bedroom by feel and by sheer familiarity.

I immediately head downstairs, still groggy and half asleep. I head to the back hall. I fish around in the pile of coats and curling pants and scarves, looking for my snowpants. I find them, and I pull the snowpants on over top of my pyjamas. I look for my warmest down jacket and slip it on. A scarf, toque, and mittens are quickly added to my outfit, and I grab the flashlight from its very important home near the back door. I slip on some once-stylish-now-turned-farm-boots-due-to-salt-damage. I’m not wearing any socks.

I grab the snow shovel, and I slip out the backdoor. By this time it’s 5:20am, but it is still utterly pitch-black outside, the sun still asleep like Cameron upstairs. I survey our car in the beam of my flashlight. The windshield and side windows are covered in snow. I start scraping and clearing the windshield, still half asleep.

The car clean, I shine my beam down the long driveway. I can only see a few feet ahead of me, so I always walk the length of the whole driveway–about the length of a football field–checking how deep my sockless-boot-clad feet sink into the powdery snow. Too deep and I’ll have to wake up Cameron and get him to blow the driveway with the tractor. Not too deep and I’ll just clear the problem drifts with my shovel.

I bumble along shining the flashlight back and forth, poking snowdrifts with my salt-stained boots. Occasionally, I’ll stop to shovel an uncharacteristically deep spot where the snow has blown and settled. I get to the end of the driveway where it meets the road. Because of the lay of the land, this spot’s the worst. I spend most of my time shoveling this area. The wind blows my hood off, and I’m glad I took the time to wear my toque. My nose is starting to feel cold. I shovel some more.

Thanks to my shoveling, I deem the driveway now clear enough to be passed by our 4×4 vehicle. I head back to the house, looking forward to a hot shower.

I crank the “H” tap as far as it’ll go, and I’m thankful for our plumbing work. The shower could use a good scrubbing, but I dismiss that thought as soon as it enters my mind. In the shower, I start planning what I should wear. I’ve got a few clothes laying on the spare bedroom bed. Hopefully I won’t change my mind about my outfit and have to creep back into our dark bedroom and grovel around in the closet trying not to wake the still-sleeping Cam. Closet groveling in the dark always takes longer than you think it will and nothing is ever where you think it is.

Finally, dressed and ready for the day, I plan to make a smoothie for breakfast. A banana, an apple, some cranberries, some lettuce, and some mint. I load the blender, and I cringe as I crank the blender all the way to high. Poor Cameron, I can envision him with his head under the pillow gritting his teeth until our Vitamix blender–which sounds like a dentist’s drill being amplified by a megaphone–is quiet again.

I take my smoothie up to my computer, and I do “the rounds,” as I call them. I check my email, check Whimfield, check in at PEITalk, and read some of my favourite blogs. I may or may not also check my website statistics about seven times a minute.

I watch the clock. By now, it’s almost seven. Time to get going if I want to have a pleasant, slow drive into town to get to where I need to go for 8:30am. The drive can be done in less than an hour, but I give myself an extra half-hour of wiggle room. I hate to keep people waiting.

I grab my coat, purse, and briefcase. I throw my hood up, and I race in heels from the warm house to the cold car. It’s a 1982 Landcruiser–the same age as me. When I’ve got to be somewhere important, I always think a quick, “Come on car… Don’t fail me now” thought as I press the glow plugs and wait for the old beast to chug alive on the cold winter morning. Invariably, she starts fine. I then think, “Good girl. You never fail me.” and I give the dashboard a loving pat.

By this time, the sun is starting to rise. I can see a warm glow rising across our neighbours’ fields. I sit in the car, letting the engine warm up a little. I don’t even try to turn the heat on; the old car won’t actually generate any feelable heat for another twenty minutes or so. I reflect on my calm, plodding morning. Once past the groggy state, it’s nice to be awake before the sun rises. It makes me feel alive. (Shoveling snow at 5:30am will do that to you.)

Christmas day 2009
This Christmas season was an especially festive one, especially compared to last year.

Last year, we were pretty disorganized. We didn’t set up our Charlie Brown Christmas tree until Christmas Eve, and after Christmas was over we simply opened the front door and turfed the tree into the middle of the yard, where it sat until Spring.

But this year, we got our tree up in plenty of time, and we even wrapped a few gifts.

Christmas eve day was exciting. I was recently interviewed for a Canadian blog review site, and they published the article on Christmas eve day. It was a very kind review, and I blushed while reading it. Go over and take a gander if you like. It’s a well-written article, and in it I share some insight into the world of blogging and what it’s like to blog about real life.

Plus, then on Boxing Day we were mentioned in another article in the Saturday Edition of The Guardian newspaper.

It’s pleasing to know that the photos, my meandering diatribes, and our story are striking a chord with you. Thanks to Alexandra Highcrest of CBF and Mary MacKay of The Guardian for making us feel special. We will do our best to pay forward that special feeling.

The weather has been strangely mild and cooperative. There is almost nary a morsel of snow to be seen! We took advantage of the mild weather; on Christmas day, Cameron and I went for a long walk to the back of our property.

Christmas day, 2009Christmas day, 2009 - The mirror in our woods

We spent hours on the phone with members of our family back in British Columbia, and we sort of felt like part of the action.

All in all, it was a wonderful, Christmassy Christmas. I am looking forward to 2010.

Cameron cutting the tree
Cameron and I both seem to have a love/hate relationship with traditions. On the one hand, traditions are lovely: doing the same thing year after year because it’s enjoyable and because, well, you did it last year is perfectly fine. But, at the same time, we sometimes give each other a worried look when we realize we’re redoing traditions from years gone by.

Case in point:

Last year, we cut down our Christmas tree from our own property. This year, we did the same thing, which is, of course, just fine.

We then proceeded to re-do the exact same Christmas portrait as last year. I suggested it, and he set up the camera.

Last year’s portrait:

Whimfield - cutting our own tree

This year’s portrait, taken in the exact same location:

This year's portrait

After the camera flashed and the photo was taken, we gave each other funny, embarrassed looks, as if to say, “Well, that was fun. But are we going to do this again next year, for the third year in a row?”

We both get nervous when we feel like the future is rolling out in front of us and we can see its path. Time goes by fast enough as it is, but when you’re living in the same spot year after year memories just blur together into one giant melting pot of vague notions. I feel that at least if you’re located somewhere new, you’re experiencing new things and your memories seem to stand out more.

Am I crazy? Are traditions a good thing?

There are some traditions that I do enjoy. For example, I always have to have a real Christmas tree, and egg-nog and mandarin oranges have to be consumed on Christmas day. It just wouldn’t be Christmas without those three traditions.

So maybe it’s not the traditions that I object to. Maybe it’s knowing exactly where I am going to be when I set up my Charlie Brown Christmas tree, where I’m going to drink my creamy egg-nor, and where I’m going to peel my tiny orange that scares me. I want location, at least, to remain a mystery. I like to look to the future and see a big question mark. It keeps life exciting.

Cam hauling the tree home
Cameron hauling the tree home

Horse on the next road
Winter still hasn’t officially arrived yet. And by Winter I mean snow. Horses are still prancing around on crisp frosty grass, and birds are still whooshing their wings through relatively warm air.

Last year, the permanent snow cover blanketed the outdoors by mid-December. But this year, we’ve only had two small snowfalls, and the snow has basically melted away already! Winter starts slow, but Winter also takes a long time to recede here on Prince Edward Island. Spring is not Spring-like until June.

Horse down the road

We’ve way more prepared for Winter this year though. We’ve got a tractor now, and we recently acquired a 6-foot snowblower attachment. Much better than last year, with our dinky push-blower.

Who ever said living in the country was “simple living?” Oh wait, I guess I used to say that. But, I tell you, living in the country is anything but simple. The amount of equipment we’ve acquired has been quite shocking. Tractor, snowblower, weed whacker, lawn mower, disc harrow, plow, tools, shovels, rakes, wheelbarrows, utility trailer, and on and on and on. Of course, we don’t “need” these things, and our fore-bearers didn’t have these luxuries. But we have acquired them all the same. Well, I suppose life insurance, modern health care, and motorised transport are fairly recent inventions, but it would be very hard to do without these and other amenities now. Perhaps it’s easier to think of simplicity as an inner quality.

Our wood-stove has been burning almost 24/7 for the past week or so, and our wood pile has enough wood for two seasons.

It’s kind of nice to know what to expect now, as opposed to the first year, where everything was a giant gleaming jem of an adventure.

I have to say, though, it was fun not knowing what to expect. We’re settling in to regular life now. I have to admit that sometimes I dream of new adventures. I guess that’s the testament to us silly humans–or at least this one. Always looking around the corner when what we should really be focusing on is the present.

Here’s to our third Winter on Prince Edward Island.

Cow a few roads over

This steely cow is preparing herself for winter.

“Winter is coming!” She says.

“I will remain strong!” She says. She stares winter straight on, never shying away from the truth.

Me, on the other hand, I’m scared. The first few winters here on PEI were a novelty. Now I feel like a regular PEIer, and I’m just not sure how I feel about winter.

Question: What happens to cows in the winter in cold places? Do they have to stay inside? I hope so. Otherwise, the next time I feel cold and whiny I’ll be confronted by the image of Steely Cow’s robust figure and penetrating glaze and I’ll have to bite my tongue about the cold.